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Sarah. Nineteen. In College. Clarion Univ. PA. Boyfriend. In Love. Hottness. Clever. Witty. Trouble. Good Time.
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The awkward show has now started. Trevor, take your seat on stage.
...written on 2006-06-12, at 6:16 p.m.
So I'm keeping Richard up on everything having to do with my life and Trevor. We're being very open about it. He doesn't like it of course but he never likes any guys that I hang out with or talking to until I've known them for a long time and they haven't tried to rape me. It seriosuly takes him a while to not hate the guys I enjoy.
Oh, and it doesn't matter if they like guys either. My gay friend Shawn was "definitely going to want to experiment with me" for a good two months. Richard likes to come up with ludacris ideas that make the guys I talk to sex addicts that want on me, haha.
It's cute that he gets jealous though... as long as it doesn't get out of hand. I'm pretty happy the way this is going though. Trevor and I just talk, and not very much, haha. Just a short phone call here and a little chat on AIM there. It's a good time.
Last night when I talk to him on the phone for the first time it was kind of weird. He sounded too quiet and kind of mumbly and he made his own little mumbled jokes... it was kind of awkward and it made me second guess my impression of him.
But then, this morning he called me and woke me up. He was awake and not mumbling at all. He was actually pretty acticulate and any awkwardness was gone. I think it was because he'd been up all night working and when he called on his way to work last night he was tired and groggy.
Anyway, Richard and I are good and I'm feeling less depressed because I got to hang out with my friends and I've also been talking to Trevor when I've had nothing to do and no one to talk to.
Anyway, my cousins are in my room now, the youngest ones, along with Fefe playing my x-box so I'm going to go shower.
Write more eventually.
Sarah