Links
richard
facebook
myspace
h.s.runner
The Girl
Sarah. Nineteen. In College. Clarion Univ. PA. Boyfriend. In Love. Hottness. Clever. Witty. Trouble. Good Time.
Smiles
Frowns
Disclaimer
These are my words. My life chillaxin' in webspace. Feel free to read, feel free to not. That's about it when it comes to a disclaimer. Over it! Haha.
Krazy Kousins and the Kase of the MIA Boyfriend.
...written on 2006-06-05, at 10:13 p.m.
Why hello there.
Today was one of those days where I really needed to feel productive but I really didn't want to clean my mom's house. So instead I walked over to my Aunt and Uncle's house and played with all of the kids.
We ended up playing baseball and I kind of manipulated the little kids, Kassadi (6 yrs old), Fefe (5 yrs old and my baby sister) and Karly (7 yrs old) to do my bidding. Example: Kass would run bases, Fefe would grab the ball and run to get someone out and Karly was the girl who... looked cute? Okay, so Karly didn't have a job.
It was a good time though and made everyone laugh a lot. Then we got the slip and slid out and we did that for a bit. It was a pretty good day until Kolton, the only boy (9 yrs old) out of five kids, started acting up. He was undoing the hose to the slip and slide, then shutting it off and then pushing all of the water off of the sliding place. He was overall just being an ass and he wouldn't listen to me.
At first I asked him politely to stop but then he sarted pushing my buttons and calling me fat and telling me I couldn't catch him. He made a big game out of it and it really irritated me that he was being so disrespectful. So, I caught him. When I caught him I turned him so his back was to me and pulled his arm up so he couldn't get away and made him promise to stop. This really pissed him off because I'd hurt his pride and he ran in to tell Laraine and Bill, who basically told him to suck it up because if I'd done anything it was for good cause.
After that drama I came home and took a shower, then went back over for dinner. Everything was fine, Aunt and Uncle went to bed and the kids and I, Kendra, Kolton and Kimmy, started playing Scene It. Everything was fine and good, until Kolton thought someone had moved his peice and started throwing the game. I had to hold him down again and he wouldn't calm down and in the end he ended up crying and hitting his sisters on the way to the living room.
This all ended at about 9:35pm, which was also hald an hour into mine and Richard's "date".
I cleared myself of the Kolton drama and walked home with Fefe to call Richard. The reason I hadn't called him at 9pm when the "date" was supposed to begin was because he's insisted that he would be the one to call, or as I thought of it "pick me up". Yeeah.
Naturally I was worried but it turned out that Richard had taken a nap and over slept. Now he's on the phone waiting for me to finish this entry. He's been waiting for close to twenty minutes. I guess this is a bit of revenge because he does this kind of thing to me more times than I could ever possible count. He doesn't seem annoyed though because he's doing his own thing now.
I had this vision of this perfect "date" happening. He would call me at exactly 9:00pm and tell me I was beautiful and he missed me. I would politely excuse myself from my Aunt's and tell him I missed him back. We would than have this great couple hour long conversation, like we used to, and by the end of it I would fill very fulfilled and not lonely at all, as apposed to how I've been feeling snce he left because we haven't had a good conversation because he's been multitasking every time we're on the phone since.
HE HASN'T EVEN FALLEN ASLEEP ON THE PHONE WITH ME SINCE HE GOT HOME!
I got used to that before. Before he came here we'd been falling asleep on the phone for months and I've been needing him to fall asleep. So I've been struggling to go to sleep, feeling lonely since he left. Also struggling with dealing with him leaving at all to begin with and not only that but normally he wakes me up too because he gets up early, but nooo, nothing.
Sighs dramatically. I just wanted to have some time with my boyfriend. That's all.
Now off to talk to him, and let him know he can read it.
Sarah