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Sarah. Nineteen. In College. Clarion Univ. PA. Boyfriend. In Love. Hottness. Clever. Witty. Trouble. Good Time.
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Talk about the love bug. This girls in for a doozy.
...written on 2006-06-02, at 7:53 p.m.
Approximately 25 minutes ago Richard Welsh left on a bus heading to Washington DC. I gave him many farewell kisses in the last minutes before his departure. They were so heart felt these kisses. I put everything inside of me into feeling them and remembering as much as I could.
It's funny... a week ago he was arriving at my house. We were laying on my bed and he was kissing me. He was making me laugh so much and we were being so playful. He was picking my up and spinning me while I squeeled, half with joy, half with fear.
My mind's all over the place.
I miss him so much but I'm so happy we have these chances at all. I look around the room and I smile as tears cloud my eyes.
I want to cuddle with him again. I want him to hold me close. I want to wake up and feel his heat. I need to have more "best nights sleep of my life". I need to feel his stubbling on my back as his lips brush against the soft skin gently. I need to giggle at the fact that we both have morning breath but we're kissing anyway again.
I absolutely need to stay up late while watching TV while being held in his arms again.
I need to clean my room. I don't want to though. So many things that are considered messy or clustered or out of place simply remind me of his presence in my home.
God, we have so many amazing memories from this weekend:
Richard picking me up and spinning me around. Then when he and I were wrestling around and he accidently put my head through my wall, haha. Or how about when he made me laugh very hard with his clever wit, or again when he tickled me. How about when I tickled him? That was good too. Very good indeed. Another good one is when my mom's car broke down and we had to go help her and we ended up talking about the date of our wedding. Or when we walked across the intersection that is specifically labelled "no pedestrians" to get McDonalds salads, haha. It was really cute later when he insisted we take the mini bus to DuBois.
There are so many more, too many to label. He had me laughing so much and he did things that I appreciated to the point where I can't describe.
He's an amazing man and an amazing boyfriend. I can't wait until we're husband an wife so we don't have to part from eachother for longer than the time when we're working.
I'll write a less jumbled entry later.
I love Richard more than anything else.
Sarah