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Sarah. Nineteen. In College. Clarion Univ. PA. Boyfriend. In Love. Hottness. Clever. Witty. Trouble. Good Time.
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These are my words. My life chillaxin' in webspace. Feel free to read, feel free to not. That's about it when it comes to a disclaimer. Over it! Haha.
It was a burnt day when the sun made Sarah's skin beautiful.
...written on 2006-06-06, at 9:29 p.m.
Today was a very UP! day for me, haha. I woke up at 9:30 to the sound of my phone ringing. I figured it would be Richard, but no! it was a shock! It was Josh, Jew Josh from school calling me. The reason this was such a shock is that we haven't talked since school let out except for him to ask me about being an RA.
So I answer the phone and the very first thing he says is "I can't take it anymore." And I'm like, what the hell is he talking about? Then he continues to tell me this huge rant about his girlfriend not knowing herself at all and how she can't love him or let him love her until she knows who she is.
This shocked me even more, not that Molly, the girlfriend, didn't know herself but more that he knew, and understood that she has to know herself in order ot make a relationship work. I swear I'll regret writing this but I think that if the circumstances had been right and I hadn't become such good friends with Josh that I would have fallen in love with him. I mean, I sturggle against it now.
I think the main reason for this is that he's so similar to Richard. They're both funny and intelligent. Their intelligent in the same way too, which is weird. Josh talks the same way Richard does, and understands similar wording. Many people, besides me, have noticed this so it's not just something I'm coming up with in my mind, which is what both Richard and Josh have said to me.
Anyway, Josh and I talked for a bit and I gave him the best advice possible. Then he promised to call me back after he talked to Molly and I got in the shower.
This is something unusual for me. Normally I don't shower until later in the day but today I was on a mission. I was going to take my cousins to the park and then to their new house, all walking.
It was a beautiful day and by 11 o'clock we were on our way to the park. It took us a while to go the whole way to their house and back but it was a good time and an adventure. By the end of it all though I was exausted so I came home and got on myspace.
After about half an hour of being home my shoulders started hurting really fucking bad. Low and behold! I was horribly sun burnt!!! I was only outside for like two hours of sunlight but NO! IT DIDN'T MATTER. The sun hated on me and none of my cousins. I am currently a deeper shade of red than my mom's rouge.
It's sad really.
I haven't been burnt this bad since before "band camp" times.
It was a good day though. I don't even mind being burnt. What I mind are the tan lines. That's why I don't go in the sun very often. Damn tan lines.
In Richard news: Last night, after I finished my diary entry Richard didn't read it. Oh no. He went out with his buddy Jeremy instead. Boo! That bothered me that our date had been postponed and now cancelled.
I made it through with a call from Denielle though. By the time he was finally home and ready to talk to me it was 12:45am. I was pretty upset but he made it okay by paying complete attention to me and then by falling asleep on the phone with me. I was pretty happy about that. Now I just have to wait fo rus to talk tonight.
I miss him terribly. The world has been talking about us getting married lately and, really, that's all I want to do anymore.
Sarah