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Sarah. Nineteen. In College. Clarion Univ. PA. Boyfriend. In Love. Hottness. Clever. Witty. Trouble. Good Time.
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Damn it! Wait... I mean "Dam it!"
...written on 2006-07-25, at 1:57 a.m.
I love him so much.
I'm missing him a ridiclous amount right now.
I feel guilty for thinking about being with other men, even if it isn't sexual.
I was suddenly thinking about us today. I remembered standing in the shower and listening to Dream Theatre and thinking about how this one song should be played at our wedding and how happy he would be, looking at me and how happy I would be looking at him.
I'm upset and I'm bitter and I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do.
This is so much harder than I thought.