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I'm having a bit of a break down.
...written on 2006-06-24, at 3:45 p.m.
I can not be weak. I can not let myself get wrapped up in this. I can not kill Richard and I prematurely and I certainly can't throw myself into Trevor. That would be stupid of me and I can't do that.
I don't want to be alone right now. I feel very alone however. The problem is that I can't let it comsume me. I must and will be strong through this. I'm not going to be telling people I'm lonely. I'm not going to put myself out there. I will not look like a loser, I will not be a loser.
I can do this. I can be strong and brave and look at my world as though it has many possibilities. I really can do this.
Maybe I should call Denielle. I love her and miss her... and I can trust her. I can be a mess and it's okay. Yeah. I'll call Denielle.